Is being gay really a “problem” for you? I don’t think it should be… you’ll see with time, it’ll just be another part of you that you’ve reconciled with.

As far as happiness is concerned, nobody can decide if you’re happy or not. Only YOU have that ability. I can see that your situation is not exactly ideal, but personally, I think you can be happy… if you choose too.

Life is hard sometimes, and to realize that we’re happy, we need to go through tough times once in a while.

Chin up, and cheers!
JP

i agree totally with jp. u have to decide wheather u are happy or not, no one else can kid u into that kind of thing. but that’s prolly not the advice u wanted. then i would say, keep a stong mind, and tell a close friend. don’t be shamed to tell them what u are worried about, tell them little by little if u want to even! it’s just like coming out really. remeber how good it felt after u had told someone? how relieved that you weren’t hiding it anymore? if you tell one person it’s like having a lifeline that either u can hold onto, or a lifeline that some one call pull u up by. it works both ways. but number one thing is to not be shamed and to tell someone that u care about. a true friend will see that u are having trouble and try to help, not laugh at u.

lotsa luv, hugs, kisses and good luck!

xoxo
m