(English) I’m feeling confused.

I have a crush on a guy right now, but he’s unattainable. A few months back I had a crush on a girl. This was the first time I felt this way and it was a very strong crush. I wished I could have pursued that, but she’s my friend and I knew she wouldn’t feel the same way as I felt toward her.

Anyway, I don’t know who I’m attracted to anymore. I’m not going to label myself just yet, which leaves me in a state of not really knowing a large part of myself. I don’t like that.

That’s not my only problem. I wish to be in a relationship again. I miss having a boyfriend there for me. I miss being able to “touch” him even if it’s a simple hug. I would really like that, but the thing is I’m not attracted to anyone my age, girl or guy. I like one person, as I’ve stated before, but he’s a teacher.

Sometimes I feel he’s the only thing keeping me on the “home team”. I don’t care if I turn out to be Bisexual, Lesbian or whatever I just want to know: What do I do now?