(English) Ok, I know I’m a lesbian and I want to come out. But I can’t. Not just because I fear rejection but because I’m worried that I’m wrong. I’ve got this fear that I’ll tell my parents I’m gay and then I’ll discover I’m straight. I also worry that I chose to be gay. I only got my first crush on a girl recently and only had crushes on boys in primary school. It seems ridiculous to me that I chose it – I have never been sexually attracted to a guy and the way I feel about this girl is unlike anything I have felt before. There are things that indicate I was always this way, such as dumping boys for no reason in primary school and hating kissing or holding hands with boys. And I guess in high school, I realized I never really felt like I was straight. But despite how obvious it is to me that I’m gay, I feel like I could still be wrong. Could this be because of the way I’ve been brought up/society influences etc? Or maybe I just can’t accept it/trust my feelings?