Aliénation


Being gay: it’s a crime

Being suffering since am gay and being a gay in arab world it's a crime which allow the authorities to put u in jail for years. i hope to find any one who can help and relocate me to another country.


I can’t stop making lesbian jokes to my friend who hurt me

I've been knowing this girl for like.a year who's now my best friend.. I could tell when I first meet her that she was confused about something.. we got close to each other kissed all the time, touchyfeely or whatever.. later had a sexual experience that she stopped that same day.. I told her.. that no matter what I would always be a friend and now where best friends... she became more open to me about everything.. telling me I'm the first and only guy she's ever been with. but she's scared to be with me because she done wanna running our friendship... but that's not the point... come to find out her last two years of high school she had a girl friend.. yep she was a lesbian.. I was so confused as to the way we were together.. now it's none of that we just hang out with each other and I can't help but make lesbian jokes to her about it.. cuz I'm hurt.. I tell her it hurts.. because I was patient and in the end all I got was a best friend.. but I still feel the same way.. help me.


I’m a straight female but don’t like my femininity

I've always been confused about my gender... I'm a straight female, but I don't identify with being female at all. I never have, even when I was quite young. But the strange part is, I have a very strong attraction to masculine men, the same men I envy in every way due to their gender. I have a very feminine appearance, the large curves, the small frame, and I hate it. I hate how small and womanly I look. I don't relate or connect to other women on any level. They make me feel uncomfortable, just very out of place. The majority of my friends are male. I often feel like a gay man trapped in a woman's body and it bothers me to no end.



Je suis blasé de tout, du sexe, des relations amoureuses…

Bonsoir l'autre fois je vous demandais l'avis d'un spécialiste que je pourrais consulter par le biais du net parce que j'ai des problèmes que je pensais avoir résolus l'année dernière qui refont surface en gros je deviens dépressif, et ma dépression est dû au fait cette fois ci parce que je commence à être blasé de tout que ça soit du sexe, des études et des relations amoureuses. Je ne comprends pas pourquoi ça m'arrive surtout en ce moment je viens de commencer mon master et je n'ai pas envie que mes problèmes personnels gâchent encore une fois mes études. je pense que je suis blasé dû au fait que mes projets que je faisais avant de la vie ne se sont pas déroulés comme je voulais et du coup, lorsque j'essuie un échec amoureux, par exemple, ça me fait replonger dans cet état qui a failli me faire échouer une année académique et je ne tiens pas à ce que cela refasse surface s'il vous plaît aidez moi que dois je faire?


Can I be labeled a girl or a boy or something in between?

Lately I've wondered if I would be happier as a boy. I don't hate my female body parts, I don't mind my breasts, though I think they look better in other people. I don't feel "trapped in the wrong body", but it isn't right either. I also have trouble with my sexuality, I am not turned on by anything but male gay porn, and feminine men. I am not boyish at all, and like feminine clothes, all except skirts. Am I transgendered? Should I be a boy? I don't think I would be a "boy", as in the stereotypical type, I am much more like a girl in that way. But sometimes I wish I was a gay boy. I wish people would ask me: "Elisa, what would have happened if you were born a boy?" I only have female friends, I am comfortable around them, and not attracted to them, I hate having periods, and I envy boys in some ways, yet I can tell women have it better in others. Can I be labeled as "girl" or "boy"? Am I something in between? Help, please!


Ma famille m’a mis dehors, j’aimerais être en contact avec d’autres gens qui ont vécu la même chose…

Hey bonjour c'est moi Khaled qui est jusqu'à maintenant enfermée dans son enfer malgré tous les problèmes, il y a un autre problème : ma famille. Ils m'ont mis dehors, je ne sais plus ou aller, aidez-moi svp, je veux quelqu'un à qui je partage mes problèmes avec lui ou qui m'aide à m'en sortir de cet enfer parce que j'ai contactés, tous les sites j'ai aucune aide... stp je veux être en contact avec des gens qui ont vécu mon cas pour me donner un coup de main ou une femme à qui je peux partager mes sentiments avec elle stp, vous êtes mon dernier espoir. J'attends votre réponse patiemment car je suis toujours seule et je ne fréquente personne.



Not looking for a sex change, but want to be castrated

i'm a 44year old male but i don't class myself as a male or female however i do wear womens' cloths some times and underwear 24/7 i don't even own a pair of men's pants i'm not looking for a sex change but i am desperate to be castrated as i hate having erections i have no interest in women only men and i'm totally submissive i need to talk to my doctor but here in the UK they seem very unwilling to help how do talk to my doctor about this subject without making myself look a complete lunatic i don't want to go to some seedy bdsm club /s&m party where things can go wrong, please help


I don’t like calling myself a lesbian, and I want to remove my breasts

What am I? I'm 23, female I have a girlfriend we have been together for 3 years that makes a lesbian right? but, i do not feel comfortable saying that i am a lesbian, i don't like when people points and says you're a lesbian because i don't really feel like a lesbian. It feels weird to say "i am a female" and i know for sure i don't want to be a man, people usually mistakes me for a boy but i have a big breast that makes me look like a woman, i would like to get chest surgery because I've always wanted to get rid of my boobs i don't like them at all. I love my vagina. I love, love women but I often have sexual dreams about men but i don't think i can be with one. I like the idea of looking like girlyboy or a boyishgirl but i don't know why I've always think that way i feel really confused i don't fit in,i don't like the idea of being a lesbian just because i was born a female and like females or being a FTM just because i want to get rid of my boobs and wanna look boyish, Please help meee!!


Je me sens un gars enfermé dans un corps de fille !

Depuis quelque mois, je me demande si je suis bien une fille. Je me sens mec depuis que je suis en maternelle, et là, je m'en rends vraiment compte! Je ne me sens plus à ma place, et mon corps, je le déteste! J'en souffre énormément ... J'ai tout dis à mes parents, ils réagissent très bien et m'emmène voir un psy demain. C'est peut-être qu'un passage de l'adolescence, je sais pas, mais je me sens vraiment mal et ça se voit, j'en suis fatigué! Me pensant réellement gars, une amie très compréhensive m'a donné le nom de Mickael. Ca fait énormément plaisir de voir qu'on est considéré comme un gars après tout ça. Je sais plus trop quoi penser, car devenir un homme est devenue une obsession... Etant plus jeune, je souhaitais le soir me réveiller le matin en mec! Enfin voilà, je me sens mec enfermé dans un corps de fille et ça fait mal de pas pouvoir s'exprimer, de pas pouvoir se monter tel qu'on est... Pour l'orientation sexuelle, je me sens hétérosexuel, mais en tant q