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I can’t stop making lesbian jokes to my friend who hurt me

I've been knowing this girl for like.a year who's now my best friend.. I could tell when I first meet her that she was confused about something.. we got close to each other kissed all the time, touchyfeely or whatever.. later had a sexual experience that she stopped that same day.. I told her.. that no matter what I would always be a friend and now where best friends... she became more open to me about everything.. telling me I'm the first and only guy she's ever been with. but she's scared to be with me because she done wanna running our friendship... but that's not the point... come to find out her last two years of high school she had a girl friend.. yep she was a lesbian.. I was so confused as to the way we were together.. now it's none of that we just hang out with each other and I can't help but make lesbian jokes to her about it.. cuz I'm hurt.. I tell her it hurts.. because I was patient and in the end all I got was a best friend.. but I still feel the same way.. help me.


I’m jealous of

Could I be transgendered? Since I can remember I have fantasized (masturbated) about being a woman having sex with a man. I am extremely attracted to women but find it hard to be physical with them. Men do not turn me on, only when Im picturing myself as a woman. And even then I focus more on my visual aspects, smooth legs, breasts, nice curves and such, this is what really turns me on. Also if the man is dominating. I know that everything I have described is only sexual and that there is a lot more to being transgendered than simply having sexual fantasies. Sometimes I feel comfortable in my own skin and other times I get jealous when I see girls having girl talk and very much so want to be apart of their world. I can't quite say if I feel like a woman inside, at this point I really can't tell. Do my sexual fantasies mean that I may be transgendered?


I don’t know if I am gay

Hi,my problem is that I don't know whether I'm gay or not.The thing is that I do enjoy watching porn with guys being sodomized by transsexual "girls". I've also fantasized being one of those guys. However I dislike watching the usual "gay" porn. I also like watching porn with girls. I have a girlfriend and we regularly have sex. I also feel kind of "scared" in the presence of other guys, but not all of them. I think I have more female friends than male friends. I should mention that my father died when I was very young and I was pretty shy as a kid, still I didn't experience any "gay" desires. Actually I was masturbating a lot thinking about girls. Nowadays I am very confused. Could you help me please.